Saturday, February 15, 2014

When the Snow Falls


I am currently watching the snow fall outside my window. 

I can’t say this is something that I ever thought would be a common occurrence in my life. But this winter has been plagued with storm after storm after storm here on the East Coast (and also in the Midwest). 

For me though, this winter has brought more than just snow.

The ups and downs have been sad, overwhelming, exciting, frustrating, discouraging, full of relief, hopeful, exhausting, and enlightening.    

And as Valentine’s Day reminds us all of the importance of love, I smile thinking about everything everyone that I love. AND everyone who loves me.

So while I bundle up and hunker down for the remaining weeks of winter, I want to share a few of the things in my life that I am thankful for. 

  • I am thankful for HPCA and its dedication to educating the children of Northern Philadelphia (who without HPCA would be attending failing public schools).  
  • I am thankful for heartfelt handwritten letters that travel the 3000 miles the slow way. 
  • I am thankful for prayer and its faithful power even when I find myself doubting. 
  • I am thankful for healing.
  • I am thankful for family and the times we are brought together. 
  • I am thankful for Jesus’ unlimited refills of grace upon grace. 

(And after over 55 inches of snow this winter, I am thankful for shoveled sidewalks and a few seconds of sunshine)



I am thankful for you. And for continuing to join me on this journey.  



Thursday, July 4, 2013

JESUS IS NOT SAFE

Resurgence reposted an article by Perry Noble about how following Jesus does not mean you will live a life of safety.

Living in the inner city for the past year has been many things, but "safe" is not the first word I would choose to describe it. Trying to live a life that is glorifying to God may not be pretty and perfect and actually will likely be messy, dirty and full of sacrifices. But even though Jesus (and following Him) is not safe, Jesus is GOOD, and I would ask nothing more for my life.
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    I remember hearing about The Chronicles of Narnia when I was just a        kid. Little did I know that the author, C.S. Lewis, would later come                back around to me after I received Christ and have such a profound              impact.
In The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, Susan and Lucy ask Mr. and Mrs. Beaver to tell them about Aslan, the lion in the story who is the Christ-figure. They ask if Aslan is a man, and Mr. Beaver replies:
Aslan a man? Certainly not. I tell you he is the King of the woods and the son of the great Emperor-beyond-the Sea. Don’t you know who is the King of Beasts? Aslan is a lion—the Lion, the great Lion.”
“Ooh!” said Susan. “I’d thought he was a man. Is he quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion.”
“That you will, dearie, and make no mistake,” said Mrs. Beaver, “if there’s anyone who can appear before Aslan without their knees knocking, they’re either braver than most or else just silly.”
“Then he isn’t safe?” said Lucy.
“Safe?” said Mr. Beaver. “Don’t you hear what Mrs. Beaver tells you? Who said anything about being safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good. He’s the King, I tell you.”
That conversation is loaded. Please get the last line. He’s good, he’s the King, but he isn’t safe.

THE WRONG PICTURE

We’ve done a pretty bad job at trying to paint a picture of Jesus in today’s society that is safe. His hair is always perfect. Did they really have product back then? His teeth have obviously been either whitened or capped. His robe never has any wrinkles and is always the whitest of whites. I guess the dust and dirt in Israel simply refused to stick to his clothes. And he never becomes irritated, upset, or does anything that might offend anyone, despite what we read in Matthew 12:1-4Luke 4:28-30Luke 11:45-54Matthew 23 and John 2:13-17 (just to name a few!).
Make no mistake about it. He is good, but he is not safe! Following Jesus doesn’t ever lead to a safe, comfortable, and predictable life. How in the world could we ever expect the guy who said what he did in Luke 9:23 to ever lead us towards safety?

TAKE UP YOUR CROSS

Jesus didn’t say that if we wanted to follow him, we needed to take up our mattress, but rather take up our cross! If you are going to follow Jesus:
  • You are going to upset some people (Matthew 10:34-36).
  • He will bring out changes in you (Luke 19:1-10). We cannot meet him and stay the same!
  • He is going to challenge you to look straight ahead and notbehind, no matter how good or bad it may have been (Luke 9:62).
  • You are going to have to lay some things aside (Mark 1:18).
  • He will impact every area of your life (Romans 12:1), and you cannot pick and choose your areas of surrender when you are abiding in him.
  • You are going to hear his voice clearly and accurately (John 10:4).
  • You are going to experience abudant life, and your life will not be wasted (John 10:10).
  • You are going to have to stop messing around—literally (1 Corinthians 6:18-20). In fact, following Jesus may make your dating life seem quite “boring” to others.
  • You are going to have to surrender your wallet (Matthew 6:19-24Luke 16:10-13).
  • It is going to take a willingness to change the way you think (Romans 12:1-2).
  • It is going to move your heart to care about and reach out to people that he deeply cares for (Matthew 28:18-20). I cannot say I am a follower of Christ and be unconcerned with the things that concern him.

GOD IS GOOD

Sanctification is not always a pretty process and following Christ isn’t always the easy or safe thing, but it is always the right thing. With all of this in mind, do not forget that Jesus is good that's the comfort in all this.
Scripture talks over and over again about the goodness of God. When I do not understand, agree with, or even see what he is doing, I can know that Romans 8:28 is true. God is good and he works for the good of those who love him.
So what will you do today? Play it safe or follow Christ?

Saturday, June 29, 2013

PHILLY EATS!

Who loves food?!!

ME TOO!!

You're in luck; N. Philly has compiled a collection of our favorite recipes that will fill your belly without draining your wallet!


I know you want one!


You won't regret it.

Friday, June 21, 2013

Letting Go.

One of my lovely roommates shared this spoken word during devotions last week. 



What are you scared of?

In what areas of your life do you need to slow down?

What in your life do you need to let go of?

In what areas of your life do you need to be more faithful in prayer?




“To say that ‘prayer changes things’ is not as close to the truth as saying, ‘Prayer changes me, and then I change things.’ God has established things so that prayer, on the basis of redemption, changes the way a person looks at things. Prayer is not a matter of changing things externally, but one of working miracles in a person’s inner nature.”
 – Oswald Chambers (My Utmost for His Highest)

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Snapshots.

I realize it has been far too long since I last posted on here. So if you are reading this, I thank you for continuing with me on this journey. 

Here are some snapshots of my life for the past few months. 


we tie-dyed shirts.



i went to New York.


we celebrated birthdays.


we made Emily our personal hairstylist.


i skyped with a turtle.


i went to Michigan for spring break.


we went to the art museum. and enjoyed the city lights.


we indulged in oreo-filled cookies topped with brownie batter.


i enjoyed talking to my mom on May 4th.


Emily came to work with me. she is practically the Principal.


we appreciated meals with fruits and veggies.


we grew a sting ray. 


And in the midst of the all the small things there is always so many things to be thankful for. 

Many, Lord my God,    are the wonders you have done,    the things you planned for us.None can compare with you;    were I to speak and tell of your deeds,    they would be too many to declare.
Psalm 40:5

Monday, March 4, 2013

The Justice Conference

The Justice Conference came to Philadelphia, the City of Brotherly Love, from February 22-24. 
We had the privilege of volunteering at the conference and as a result we got to participate in the sessions and peruse the exhibits. 

Here is a glimpse of my experiences on the weekend:


I listened while Ken Wytsma told the crowd of 8000 people that we may not be able to fix the world, but we can change it. People were convicted when he said the temptation of this age is to look good, but not be good. And for those who cannot wait to pursue what is right and what is just he assured us, it is not about being heroic, it is about being faithful.

I agreed with Noel Castellanos when he told us we need a paradigm shift. The poor should not be our “target” of our mission.  Instead we need to embrace the poor as the launching pad for reaching the world for justice he said. 

I was challenged by Brenda Salter McNeil’s “messy” theology. She walked us through Luke 10, the story of the Good Samaritan and a man in a messy situation. She asked us: What do we think about God when we find ourselves in messy situations, that we may not even understand ourselves? While reminding us that Luke 10 does not address how or why the man ended up in the messy situation that he was in, she encouraged us to find a new theology. A theology that does not blame “messes” on people, or on God or one that exonerates us from getting involved.  In looking at all the reasons the other men may have walked by the man on the side of the road without helping, McNeil voiced many people’s greatest fear. Part of us fears that we are not good enough. But she assured us, while we can’t do everything, we can do something

I was convicted when Eugene Cho (like Ken) told us we might be more in love with the idea of changing the world, than actually changing the world. There is always a cost to justice, he said. But there are also many tangible things ordinary people can do every day. Be generous, he said. Bless others with your blessings. Carve out time to pray and listen and fast. Look people in the eyes. Be responsible in your story telling (Africa in not simply a continent that can be characterized by swollen-bellied children; it is so much more than that). Go deep. Be informed. Be tenacious. Be committed for the long haul. And no one can take your place in self care. 

I sat exhausted yet comforted by Gary Haugen’s words about love and justice. He told us we need a love that overcomes monotony, fear and tediousness. Because justice is a long and tedious work. If we are to have any hope, he said, we must not only recover justice, we must recover prayer (out of desperation more than discipline). 

I shouted with Stephan Bauman and Cyprien Nkiriyumwami, strength and together. (do-coon-may, zon-yah)

I was reminded of the importance of forgiveness when it comes to justice by Dr. Nicholas Wolterstorff.  Forgiveness is going beyond what justice requires

I mourned the loss of 60 million missing females in the population today along with Sheryl WuDunn.  Women and girls are not the problem, she said, they are part of the solution.  

I found hope in Shane Claiborne’s words about non violence. He said, when Jesus disarmed Peter, he disarmed all of us.  And while there may be things worth dying for, there are not things worth killing for. Because grace has the power to dull even the sharpest swords. And even during those times when we buy into redemptive violence it is important to remember that none of us is beyond redemption and none of us is above reproach.  

I rejoiced with Chai Ling when she exclaimed “God is so awesome” despite her heartbreaking past and journey.

I was encouraged and motivated by the wise words of John Perkins. He once said, our mission, as a church, is to open the doors and invite pain and suffering in
Give a man a fish he'll eat for a day. Teach him to fish he'll eat for life.--That's a lie! We have to think about who owns the pond. They determine who can fish!